I'm Back!

It's been a while since I have posted anything. And I could come up with a million excuses as to why. But the truth of the matter is a lot of stuff has happened in the last few months that has kept me from keeping up with my blog. It started with school, then the move to Colorado. That's when things started looking better for us...or so I thought. In October J decided he wanted a divorce. And I'm sure if he is reading this he is mad at me for posting it. But it was a devastating blow and I think it deserves mention. Once he told me I started getting things in line to move back to my home town of Lufkin. I needed to be where my support system was. So in December, I called up a couple of friends and we started the long process of packing up the house and driving the 18 hours back to Texas. My sister had already found a house for me and was helping me get everything ready to move in. So, we get the truck and the car packed up and leave Colorado behind.

New chapter in my life now. It's now May. Things are pretty tough right now. But I am staying positive. There is a lot I have to be thankful for even though there are times I feel like I may not make it through the day. I have my kids, my family, my friends, a job, and most importantly Jesus.

For a while I thought He left me. But it took me a long time to realize I left Him. I was angry with Him for leaving me, but all along I realize I was angry with myself. I am at peace with that now. And I thank Him every day for the things He has blessed me with. He is in my heart now and I feel Him there with me every day now.

I used to use this blog as a creative outlet. Anything from crafting and sewing to cooking would be in here. I'm not sure exactly which way I want to take this blog now but I will know it when I find it. Right now, though, just look for random posts about anything and everything. I know it's been a while. But I hope this explains a little bit as to why. I hope you keep reading and commenting. Love to you all!!